I'm starting to get a little depressed. I was so excited to have a month off of work during our move and now that month is rapidly coming to a close. I had such high hopes to explore the area and spend time with Munchkie but I have been dwelling on the fact that I have to go back to work soon. I think that since Munchkie has started her childcare, I am spending my days alone and it makes me sad. I am here with time off so that I can spend it with her. But instead, I am home, and she is under the care of someone else.
I know that she is having a lot of fun and talks about all of the kids that she plays with. I know that she needs the interaction with other kids and the time away from family to learn in other ways. However, I also know that I like to spend time with Munchkie. I think she's getting tired of my "lovin" but she still gives me hugs and kisses when I ask. We also have been snuggling on the couch when she gets home.
I'm hoping that by writing out my fears here, I can get past them and get my behind into gear. I have just over a week left of my time off and I need to make the most of it instead of dwelling on the time that I don't have off. I need to stick to my room a day organization and do things like make it to the DMV to get a new license. Hopefully tomorrow's post will have pictures of my completed bedroom.